"I have been there. I have let the job eat me alive.
I have spent nights crying in my cruiser... in pure agony because of how stuck I felt.
I have been written up for saying the F word in my patrol car... when no one was around me and I was sitting in the PD parking lot... My cruiser cam was on and my Sgt was looking to jam me up... so I got jammed up.
I've been humiliated in briefing when a supervisor singled me out for no reason...
I've been ganged up on by my entire shift INCLUDING dispatch because I refused to not speak up when things were not going right...
I know how it feels to be outcasted while my entire shift eats dinner together and I was not only not invited, I also was voluntold to cover all calls for everyone else while they ate together."
This is the stuff that will ruin a cop quick.
It will make a new cop turn sour FAST and cause a veteran cop to no longer give a damn about ANYTHING and just be there to collect a paycheck.